Man Was It Cold!!!

Brrrrrrrr!! It was soooo cold outside today its not even FUNNY!! Wind chill made it feel like 11 degrees!! I love cold but i hate cold wind!!
Anyway. Today has been such a lazy day for me. I was surprised that i even left the apartment! LOL. I had to though. i needed to go pick up two literature books that i bought from this lady for my English Literature class this semester, which by the way starts on WEDNESDAY!!! So i had to go onto base housing and man are they doing some major construction. Theyre building new houses and everything...makes me wish i wouldnt have turned down the house when it was offered to me....DARN! oh well, we wont be in Jacksonville too much longer.
Tomorrow is back to work, and what sucks is that im going to have the full class to deal with!! 14 kids. I know it doesnt sound much compared to actual school classrooms of 20+, but when its just DAYCARE and you got these kids going crazy, ESPECIALLY when its freezing cold and they cant go out to play, its pretty nerve wrecking. Oh well, i somehow like these kids anyway. :)
In other stuff, Monday is a whole new week for me, well not just Monday but starting tomorrow. I been planning these past few days to get back into my routine and get back into exercising. Its gonna be hard, but i think i can do it. Especially with James gone right now. Hopefully me and Racene can keep eachother on track. I dont want her to slack either. So heres to hopefully a lighter me this year...im really hoping. Its soo hard when you have so many temptations around you. All i know is that i just want to be healthy. I need to go back to the doctors to get my blood results and see what is up with me. I need to make an appointment soon. Well, im off to go record Iron Chef for my babu!!! PEACE!

What to do, What to do?????

There is so much stuff i know needs to get done, but im like WHY!!! i really dont feel like doing anything today. But i know i have to. Lets see.....
.....wash dishes
.....make bed
.....plan meals
.....get ready for school this week
.....organize pretty much EVERYTHING!!
Anyway. hopefully today is a better than yesterday. I know james is gone, but im use to it, and i know he'll be home next month, THEN i can start crying. Gonna get dressed, put some music on and start my day off! Dont need to start slacking on the SECOND day of the new year!! Bob Harper here i come....well later when my food settles!!!

Its A New Year.....

2010!!! WOW!! this past year has flown by soooo fast!! I know i havent really been blogging lately, but i think its something that i need to start doing again. So i'm gonna try my hardest to at least write a little something everyday this year....hopefully. Well this year is gonna be full of MANY..and i mean MANY emotions!! James is deploying to Afghanistan in less than 2 months and its gonna be pretty tough on me this time around. 3rd deployment dont mean it gets easier...it just means you know how to keep yourself busier this time around. :) What else.....um..........oh. tooooo much crap going on back in Dallas with my sister....might be moving in with me. NOT A GREAT IDEA!! but i support her and thats what im here for. (temporarly of course) OH WORK!!! i finally got me a job last month and seems to being going really well so far. NO complaints.....YET! but what can you expect when youre working with 10+ women that have nothing better to do then GOSSIP!!! Then theres.....school...(boooooooooo) Still gonna be going full time....gotta get my edumucation on while im getting this free money from the military, gotta take advantage!! Hopefully this school year is a good one...hope to make friends this time around. ;) MAYBE! Then you got your....so-called resolutions that ive been having for the past...i dont know...7+ years....so im just gonna take it day by day and just see what i do this year...thats all I CAN do Im also getting my photography going. so hopefully that goes well as well. Scrapbookin....um....i need to get back in to that stuff. no time thats all. but im gonna MAKE sure i make time for my hobbies. I HAVE TO!! i cant be living an insane life forever!! WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW!! HAPPY NEW YEARS AND THERES MORE TO COME!!!

Bob Harper is A Hell of a Person

So im on my 2nd week of The Biggest Loser: BootCamp and i thought it would get easier for me but it hasnt. But thats a good thing. i keep building up to it, and hopefully by week three i can start the new part of the workout. Dont get me wrong...i love me some Jillian Michaels but Bob is a little more encouraging for me and not soo mean like her. But im sure ill go back to the 30 Day Shred after these 6 weeks are up. What else.....oh yea....me and James went on a bike/run this morning. I was on the bike, he was running. NOW THIS IS WHAT UPSET ME. 2 weeks ago, i was all good on the whole riding thing, but this morning...OMG i was like literally dying!! MY THIGHS WERE KILLING ME!! maybe cuz i was on his mountain bike and prolly had the gears on too hard or something, but when i ride my lil cruiser around, its alot easier. I guess cuz im on this nice comfy seat, compared to this crotch killing seat with the bars up high to where im leaning practically on them....i like to cruise, not push myself up. lol. but as soon as we were done, my legs felt like J-E-LL-O!!! James kept pushing me and well, i was gonna quit, but i just kept pushing. This ride, made me think so much about my fitness level.....yea, i need to kick my butt a little more!!! But hopefully this week gets better and goes by fast! Lets see.....what else. Oh im taking this class by Kimmie B and Rhi Rhi It started today, seems like its gonna be pretty sweet, gonna look more into tomorrow morning, but um, thats about it for today. We: 1.Grilled Chicken and Steaks 2.Went on a Bike/Run 3.Met up with Bob Harper in my living room 4.Played some Rock Band (im awesome!) 5......RELAXED!!! Time to hit the hay! Later Gators!!!

Ok so,....its been awhile....soo much going on!!!

Well, its ALREADY October! Wow, i cant believe that....it just feels like February just got here, when James got home, and now they're training again, about to leave in a couple months AGAIN!!! but to Afghanistan this time around. James' battalion just left to AZ for training this past weekend, and im just glad he didnt have to go with them. Hes just been trying to prepare himself for Sgt's Course and see how that goes for him. Even though its his thing, i still feel all the stress from it. A little part of me is getting really fed up about it, but im also feeling that its still a good idea that hes still in the military....i dont know. we'll just have to see what happens from here til sometime next year. But anyway, school, its been really stressful these past few weeks. Having a speech class is not the best class ever!! yea i know everyone in the class now, but hell, i still cant go up in front of the class and give a speech, its just impossible. UGH!!! i hate that class. im just sooo ready to hurry up and finish all this school mess so i can be a teacher. (HA, i hate school, but i want to teach lil ones) its sooo much more different than that though....i really like kids and i really want them to learn...i guess thats why i decided to be a teacher.... Oh yea.....ME and HOME(Dallas) doesnt equal anymore.....TOO MUCH DAMN DRAMA and i aint even there!! OMG. I swear...its like GROW UP PEOPLE!! and this is my family im talking about. they act like im the one that knows any and everything about whats going on with them and that i can just POOF magically fix....um NOT!!! Geez!! 1. Dont let family borrow money (SOOOOO NOT WORTH IT....thats why i dont do that) 2. The Internet does not always eqaul REAL life....go tend to YOUR CHILDREN!! 3. IF youre gonna talk crap about someone, tell it to their face, and dont sugar coat ur convos with that person..( i just HATE that) 4. GROW UP AND BE A MOM!! AND 5. Leave me the HELL alone, im in NC, NOT TEXAS!!! GEEZ!!! sooo much! i swear...too late to even get into it. but hey things always work out in the end...im just gonna hope they can resolve their mess before THEY drive me CRAZY!! TA-TA!!

A New Layout and a Lonely Week

This week has been such a very long and lonely week. James has yet again returned to the field for more training, but he's in Virginia now, and for 2 weeks!! I know its not much, but after having him gone for 6+ months in Iraq, i would like to spend as much time as possible before i have to hear about him having to go again, but this time to Afghanistan. He's been home since February, and it just seems like these past few months have gone by soo fast, and now its almost that time again for them to leave again. I just get really sad thinking about it...so much for my 2 weeks alone...i have to think of things that are 6 months down the road. haha. But anyway,i have been a bit busy. Ive been on a sewing rampage, and i been trying to get in a scrapping rampage as well, but it gets soo messy, i get soo frustrated at my mess, but oh well. Heres a layout i did for *STM*. The song was called "A More Beautiful You" and i chose the lyrics... "Says she wants to look that way But her hair isn't straight her body isn't fake And she's always felt overweight" When i read those words, i was like, HEY, i felt like that before. so i decided to scrap about it with those lyrics. Hope everyone likes it as much as i do. THANKS FOR STOPPING BY!!

A Layout For Today

Heres my Layout for the challenge over at *STM* : It was for the song by Jimmy Buffet: "Good Guys". I chose the first line of the song, "So you're looking for a hero"...i accidentally forgot to put the "a" in there but ill fix it soon.