Today Is Just Another Day.......[[sigh]]

So today i had an interview at a daycare and i was super excited, but as soon as i got there i had major butterflies!!!! OMG!!! I felt like...WHOA, im super close to working with little kids!! i really hope i get this job! so i sat down with one of the schools director and she seemed nice and everything, but if youre at an interview, wouldnt you think you should be alone with this person and no interruptions.....WRONG!!! TOoo many people came and interrupted and it was ok, cuz she seemed pretty cool about it, but ive never been to an interview like that. it was soooo laid back, i dont even think i had to dress up...[[but its ok, i like to make good impressions]] hehe. the only thing that got me was the pay, she asked me what i was looking for and i told her $9+, but she looked at me like i was crazy and then i said, well no less than $7. then thats when she dropped the bomb and told me that the base pay was $6.75!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOA WHOA WHOA WWWWWWWWWHOOOOA!!! come on now!! at a daycare!!! she told me but with my experience and college that from what she saw i could get $7.50, but that it could be more and that she would have to leave that up to the main guy/owner of the place. i figured id take it anyway, but i have another interview next tuesday and what if they pay more!!! GGGGRRRR what a dilemma!!! well, anyway, she said that she'd get back to me, well the owner guy would and let me know where i stand for them. so hopefully they call soon. i might as well take it, so i can get some experience in it so when i do go back to NC i can get an easy job, cuz they are always looking for daycare workers, plus on base i could work at the childcare building and get paid at least $12 to start off with!!!! i just hope i can find a job soon, i hate staying at home. plus i need to go register for fall classes and then ill have my whole day filled up with things to do. how fun!!! NOT!!!!!! well, thats all i got for now........james is still in NC and leaves pretty soon and i still miss him. but now i gotta get my tail up and get to working and working OUT!!!! i need to definitly loose weight these next 7 months!! oh i hope i can, i just need to find a support group or person that i can meet up with, cuz my sister and brother sure arent a support group at all....more like a sabatoge group!!! seems like they dont want me to loose weight.WHATEVER!! i aint having this no more, im tired of me being like this, and well, its too damn expensive to keep eating soo much, but yea thats my goal, plus i gotta look good for when my hubby gets back from iraq next year!!!!! im sure ill loose something, that i will not bring my hopes down on. so anyway, thats enough typing, my wrists hurt!! HA!! LATER!!!!!!