Life Happens...

.....Life....its whats for dinner...right?? Well, i guess. There are just days when i just feel like i cant take it anymore....as in the military life that is. I mean, its great and all...but when James is out there training for this next deployment, i question myself....is it really worth it. I know to some it is, but i do like to have MINES home with me...but it is the career path he chose, so what can i do, until his contracts up, hes stuck. I dont know.....i guess when im lonely i just feel this way. I just cant wait til he gets back home.