What a Sad Sad Day....well 8 Months....

So i had to take James to the airport today. :( I cant believe hes gone now. he doesnt even leave to iraq for at least another month and i cant even be with him!!! im sooooo sad, i couldnt stop crying last night, it was our last night together and there had to be family over to ruin it!!! i mean i dont mind at all, but it was our last day together. Hopefully we can save a little extra money so i can at least go see him before he actually leaves. Not really sure if its such a great idea which can prolly be more hard for both of us to say goodbye.....i dont know what to do anymore, well i do, but i hate being away from James. it sucks soooo much!!! but i hope these next 7-8 months go back really fast so i can be back with my honey. i already miss him and hes only been gone not even 10 hours. well, i hope i can have friends and family for support. oh well, if they do or not. but thats all i got for today.