Ok so,....its been awhile....soo much going on!!!

Well, its ALREADY October! Wow, i cant believe that....it just feels like February just got here, when James got home, and now they're training again, about to leave in a couple months AGAIN!!! but to Afghanistan this time around. James' battalion just left to AZ for training this past weekend, and im just glad he didnt have to go with them. Hes just been trying to prepare himself for Sgt's Course and see how that goes for him. Even though its his thing, i still feel all the stress from it. A little part of me is getting really fed up about it, but im also feeling that its still a good idea that hes still in the military....i dont know. we'll just have to see what happens from here til sometime next year. But anyway, school, its been really stressful these past few weeks. Having a speech class is not the best class ever!! yea i know everyone in the class now, but hell, i still cant go up in front of the class and give a speech, its just impossible. UGH!!! i hate that class. im just sooo ready to hurry up and finish all this school mess so i can be a teacher. (HA, i hate school, but i want to teach lil ones) its sooo much more different than that though....i really like kids and i really want them to learn...i guess thats why i decided to be a teacher.... Oh yea.....ME and HOME(Dallas) doesnt equal anymore.....TOO MUCH DAMN DRAMA and i aint even there!! OMG. I swear...its like GROW UP PEOPLE!! and this is my family im talking about. they act like im the one that knows any and everything about whats going on with them and that i can just POOF magically fix....um NOT!!! Geez!! 1. Dont let family borrow money (SOOOOO NOT WORTH IT....thats why i dont do that) 2. The Internet does not always eqaul REAL life....go tend to YOUR CHILDREN!! 3. IF youre gonna talk crap about someone, tell it to their face, and dont sugar coat ur convos with that person..( i just HATE that) 4. GROW UP AND BE A MOM!! AND 5. Leave me the HELL alone, im in NC, NOT TEXAS!!! GEEZ!!! sooo much! i swear...too late to even get into it. but hey things always work out in the end...im just gonna hope they can resolve their mess before THEY drive me CRAZY!! TA-TA!!